Fusion of Confusion

Day 3 - A picture of you and your friends

2011-09-22T16:00:00.004+08:00

I know it was supposed to be A picture but can't help myself but to put more than one. One picture with everyone in it? I really can't just choose one. I have so many incredible friends!

second baby

2011-09-22T13:45:00.005+08:00

How odd can my mood be today, I'm currently googling ways to get rid of super stuffy nose (Achumm! oops excuse me) and the next tab is preparing for a baby.

As most of you (how ironic since very few reads my blog anyway) had known, I'm flying to Dallas soon for at least couple of years. I got lucky, I'm able to follow my hubby, relocating to Dallas. The actual place is Carrollton, but it is still under Dallas county. So for now, I'm on unpaid leave for a year until destiny decides for me whether I'll continue working for Carigali or not.

Since hubby is being relocated, his company issued new scheme of insurance for the whole family. Good news is, it covers maternity with no waiting period! I knew that the current local insurance scheme does not cover maternity so I was a bit worried about how much and who's going to pay the hospital bill etc. Now that we're covered WORLDWIDE, it is such a big relief knowing it's okay if I'm suddenly knocked up. Suddenly, huh? *giggles

Fareeha is 21 months, 3 months away to her 2nd birthday. She shows her interest in babies, would point out and shout out, "baby!" when she sees one. I think it's about time to consider child number two now?Or wait until I come back for good later on?

Anyhow, I would also like to include a birthday shoutout to my dearest friend, Sarah Kamarudin. Happy birthday Sarr!

xox

Oh, camera, pose kejap.

2011-07-07T19:04:00.000+08:00

My three (tiga) messages on The Royal Wedding

2011-05-03T19:21:00.001+08:00

TO WIlliam & Kate , congratulations!

TO Victoria Beckham, you looked stunning that day, and WOW nice hat!

and you two! like, what the hell?

You should be arrested by the fashion police! XD

I Feel Pretty

2011-04-28T09:02:00.001+08:00

Song of the day

my very own fresh 5-min look

2011-04-27T15:46:00.001+08:00

Inspired by Michelle Phan , the makeup youtube guru.

this is the video.

And below is my own version after (less than) 5 minutes updo lepas solat everyday.

no mascara, no lipstick for me!

Ye, saya photogenic. Nak buat camne, please jgn rasa pelik. -_-'

makeup

2011-04-26T15:02:00.005+08:00

I love makeup

I love buying them, trying them out at beauty counter.

I love watching makeup tutorial through youtube. (MichellePhan)

But I'm too lazy to put them on, for outings nor for fun.

Another reason why I can't wait to move to States, where (they say) the cosmetics are cheaper and more variety.

I've longed for being pretty, even under layers of powder. I don't care as long as I feel pretty.

Untuk suami tercinta, apa salahnya right?

Day 2

2011-04-21T08:25:00.001+08:00

Day 2 - The meaning behind your blog's name.

If the question is referring to "fusion of confusion" name, then I would have to say that I got the name inspired by The Zutons first few tracks before they got famous. Can't believe Glee chose to sing one of their song. Not everyone can be entertained by The Zutons.

Yes, I miss that era of mine, those times when music was "gile babs" hell important to me and was busy keeping myself updated with new tracks and new bands.

Now, if the question is referring to "beetle-bum.blogspot.com", let's just say that "beetle-bum" was the earliest nickname I had during mIRC time (in the 90's) - and yes, obviously inspired by Blur.

I just signed up with tumblr , beetle-bum.tumblr.com. But like the others too, tumblr is where I reblog things that I find amusing, fascinating and interesting (to me, not necessarily to readers). Now I love ReTweet and Reblog, I'm guessing the world started the plagiarism trend now don't you think?

Enough of that, it's 822am and I haven't eaten anything. Going to find something to eat, starving.

first monarch entry

2011-04-18T19:41:00.001+08:00

testing one two three?

Day 1

2011-04-04T17:14:00.001+08:00

Day 1 - A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

People call me "Manoq", not because I love to eat poultry dishes, but because my fullname mash-up. Emma Noor jadi MaNoq.
Saya suka makan ayam. Tiap-Tiap hari saya makan ayam.
I don't wear sleeveless tops/dresses because the size of my arms, same as your thighs, I kid you not! *serious face
I'm currently in a mission of searching the best weight loss solution, yang tak perlu kawal makanan dan tak perlu mengeluarkan titik peluh. If you have the answer, please don't hesitate to share it with me!
I'm left-handed, and I'm proud being one.
I cannot live without my Maybelline Angel-lift concealer and eyeliner. Must be in my handbag all the time.
I'm a type of person who wears the same shoes to work everyday sampai rosak tak boleh pakai lagi, only then I will buy a new pair. But I always invest in a good quality pair of shoes.
I can be goofy, funny like a clown, but can turn into darn serious person in a jiffy.
I tend to spoil my daughter with pretty clothes and toys, but most of my current clothes are bought from online shops. Cheapskate bebenor ni.
I've always wished for a better skin and complexion.
I would always say NO to waxing.
Always wanted to wear colored lens but always ended up having problems with my sight with the lens on.
Having dilemma on occupation. To be a fulltime homemaker or successful engineer+wife+mother. The latter is sooo tiring!
I have a very sensitive sense of smell. I can smell one's fart, even if the person is 10 metres away! Yuck!
I'm a nerd, I google almost everything! And the most annoying part is that I tend to correct people by googling or read internet articles. Sorry friends, I just can't help myself. I'm a true Capricorn.

That's it for now. Will continue for Day 2.

Have a nice evening everyone! Toodles.

The 30 Days Challenge

2011-04-01T16:40:00.001+08:00

Today, I've decided to click on a FB link - sent me straight to a friend's wife blog SquareCutRing. After reading a few entries on her makeup tutorial (trust me, you'll get hooked once you've started reading one of her entry), I came across one entry on the last day of challenge. At first, I thought it was a diet challenge because of her photos but after tracking back her original thread, it was a blogging challenge (was it). I thought it was a great idea for bloggers like me (jarang-jarang tulis) to take up this challenge. To me it somehow dictates you what to write, daily, for 30 consecutive days.

Coolest idea for people like me who always opt for opinionated entries which sometimes the entry was a bit harsh, it might hurt someone unintentionally (except anything related to Siti-puhleese)

List of the things to blog for the challenge :

Day 1 - A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Day 2 - The meaning behind your blog's name

Day 3 - A picture of you and your friends

Day 4 - A habit that you wish you didn't have

Day 5 - A picture of somewhere you've been to

Day 6 - Favorite superhero and why?

Day 7 - A picture of someone/something that has a big impact on you

Day 8 - Short term goals for this month and why

Day 9 - Something you're proud of in the past few days

Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you're happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad

Day 11 - Another picture of you and your friends

Day 12 - How you found out about blog and why you made one

Day 13 - A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Day 14 - A picture of you and your family

Day 15 - Put your ipod in shuffle. First 10 songs that play

Day 16 - Another picture of yourself

Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?

Day 18 - Plans/dreams/goals you have

Day 19 - Nicknames you have; why do you have them?

Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in future

Day 21 - A picture of something that makes you happy

Day 22 - What makes you different from everyone else?

Day 23 - Something you crave for a lot

Day 24 - A letter for your parents

Day 25 - What would i find in your bag?

Day 26 - What do you think about your friends?

Day 27 - Why are you doing this 30 days challenge?

Day 28 - A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

Day 29 - In this past month, what have you learned

Day 30 - Who are you?

However, I'm not going to take this 30Day challenge per se. I'm going to be a little flexible on the duration-not going for the 30 consecutive days but instead I'll update my blog by entering 30 entries and answer/follow the 30 questions.

Heck, I'm going to BE flexible on every entry too :P

Call me lazy but suka hati akula! Hehe.

Katakan Tanak

2011-02-08T08:27:00.001+08:00

Nak kurus tapi..

tanak limit food intake

tanak exercise

tanak pegi slimming centre.

If you have the solution, please share it with me!

My dream vacation

2010-12-16T07:41:00.005+08:00

Firstly, I would like to thank the late Walter Elias Disney for creating such a beautiful motion picture production; Walt Disney.

Secondly, let me tell you what my dream vacation spot is. Yup, of course it's Disney World! I've covered a few corners of the world (thanks to papa for sponsoring), lived in a few (thanks to papa again) and in fact I went to 2 (or is it 3?) disneylands already but I'm sure nothing is comparable to Disney World, Orlando Florida. I wish to spend 3 days 2 nights (or do I need more?) in the world itself and ride on each and every ride there is.

I dreamed of going to this dreamland someday, with hubby sayang and my child(ren - hihi). This trip would definitely supersedes his trip with Siti (yup, she's like a super strong virus yg tak boleh blah!), it would be a lot funner, more pleasurable and memorable, no doubt. Even hubby wants to go on this dream trip as bad as I want too.

No doubt. (sebab our pictures would replace the deleted pictures, heh)

So hopefully the ASB dividen would be higher in the next few years. OR, murah rezeki I got posted/seconded to partners ke or hubby gets to go for training/work at states ke.

And until I die, I will try my best to visit all the places that "they've" been, take pictures and replace that old memories.

I will try to make this love as his FIRST and last love.

between the two

2010-11-19T08:13:00.003+08:00

It's either spending that particular whole weekend at europe, or face that bitch at Ampang.

F. It's all coming back to me now.

I should restrain myself from reading that old emails and old blog entries of mine.

Emma, don't!

OMG facts

2010-11-08T10:46:00.001+08:00

Mukhriz Mahathir: Announcing his resignation from all party posts, Zaid Ibrahim declares PKR "hypocritical" & having "false values". U don't say!
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

So Unfortunate of me

2010-10-27T14:21:00.005+08:00

Monday : Left phone at home. By the time I arrive home and take a look at it, it went dead and refuse to reboot on me. Even after hours of recharging.

Tuesday : Somebody ran into my hubby's car at our residence carpark. Had to replace the rear axle bar, original Hyundai's. RM1.5k well spent (NOT!!). Stopped by handphone retailer to send my phone for repair, the shopkeeper was kind enough to lend me a TORCH-light nokia handphone while waiting for my not so new E63.

Wednesday: I feel a little depressed, just found out that I can barely hear the speaker of this TORCH-light phone. And making comparison between Blackberry Curve 9300 and iPhone4 definitely did not make my day any better.

Chilli, at gtower.

2010-10-22T19:02:00.001+08:00

Waiting for dear hubby. He's at social bar-downstairs, and he wouldn't let me join his crowd.

this is my 1st time blogging from office PC

2010-10-07T07:46:00.000+08:00

...but what to write?

Hm.

Damn it!

9 months fareeha

2010-09-25T19:41:00.002+08:00

Lu pikirla sendiri

2010-09-17T11:19:00.001+08:00

Kalo dah mengata org and then kantoi,boleh tak take responsibility tu. strugglenye nak prove whistleblower tu tipu.

takpe, akhirat nanti tanggung k. have a nice life, for now. :)

Hello new reader

2010-09-14T13:27:00.001+08:00

I hope we could be friends so that we could support each other.
and hello, again.

Dead End

2010-07-14T12:04:00.001+08:00

Is this the only way that I could create an entry for my blog?

Through email?

Really?

Or..hm..I never realized that I'm an internet moron.

Hidsie, you gave me false hope! *cries

uu?

2010-05-16T18:16:00.002+08:00

One of the small islands near Pulau Banggi

2010-05-16T16:56:00.001+08:00

good friends

2009-12-01T10:05:00.004+08:00

I started the day with googling, "how to choose true friends". I know it's a bit weird to start your day but lately I find it hard to accept the fact that friendships change along the way of your life, contradicts my believe that once the person becomes your good friend, it stays that way until you die. Unfortunately, among all the articles and blogs that I've read through, none seems realistic to what I have believed in since kindergarden.

Back to the googling, google has provided me many results. All were interesting especially there were a few links on step by step guide to choosing friends, good friends and true friends (three different category). It looks like I'm not the only one having trouble on putting people on different circles. It seems like the whole world is sharing the same trouble in their life.

Life would be simpler if we can just follow the step by step guide provided by the ehow.com on choosing friends. It also provides friendship quotes that could help you identify your friend belongs to which circle, whether just a normal friend, probably a good friend or if you're lucky, a true friend.

As for me, I don't have that kind of list where I categorized my friends in three different circles. To be honest, I have my own list which basically looks like a priority list. The list is basically made from the period of which I've known that person, and I have never re-prioritize people in the list eventhough the new friends that I made are somewhat closer to me. All my life, I've been making decisions based on this list, and making things weirder, I've never slashed anyone out from the list eventhough bad things had happened, because to me, friendships do not just end like that and we cannot separate human nature and conflicts from our lives. What we need to do is to learn how to deal with it and move on.

Apart from that, I always practice honesty, but I would only expect this from myself only and not from others since not everyone is the same. I do have friends who continuously 'lie' to maintain friendships and I also have friends who let themselves be hypocrites to gain and maintain more friends. I was not able to grasp these people as good friends at first, but after 25 years of living, I begin to accept the fact that everyone has their own quality and unique. So I've started to love these people for what they are, but of course I have my own threshold which is not to the extent where their uniqueness would hurt other of my higher priority friends or me.

Some of the things that I do did not turned out to be understandable by other people surrounding me. Little did they know that everything I do is for the benefits of other people and not mine but they did not see that and I'm just not that kind of person who parades the things I've done. Some of the issues turned out bad for me, eventhough the intention was different. I told my mum about this and the only thing that she could say was this happen because I care too much for other people than myself, especially when people misinterpret your doings.

Probably it's true. I'm not saying that I'm all nice but there were few occasions that I was being somewhat mean (and honest of course) for the benefits of the other person. It did not occur to me that things I say or things I do would make the person turn his/her back on me. Fortunately, most of the issues that I've went through have been resolved.

But still, closer friends, the ones who are least expected, can hurt you more than normal friends. No doubt.
And I'm learning to accept that.

For the rest of my friends whom I've hurt unintentionally in my 25 years of living, I hope you can forgive me because again, I have my reasons for doing so, and it's because of you, and not me.

Housewife hit with hammer

2009-11-19T10:38:00.000+08:00

Housewife hit with hammer

Ladies, watch out and strut those coach and gucci handbags carefully.

MYPR mode

2009-10-11T14:36:00.001+08:00

"..it's a long way to the top if you want to rock and roll~"

Do you and Why

2009-10-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

news clipping : gila?

2009-09-24T11:00:00.000+08:00

Preparation for baby

2009-09-23T15:33:00.002+08:00

Baby wishlist :

Pram/stroller : Peg Perego pliko switch : Price unknown(hubby bought from states) - DONE
Bottle Sterilizer : Philips Avent : Price unknown(present from mama) - DONE
Coolababy cloth diaper (set of 10) : RM 300 : www.coolababy.com.my
Baby cot/playpen : Luciole : can convert to bed : RM 400(normal price is RM700,phew!) - DONE
Mattress and comforter set for baby cot : yet to be surveyed. Probably will get one @ ikea.
Set of grooming needs : soap, no-tear shampoo, baby oil, wipes, manicure/pedicure set, brush
Baby bath tub
Car seat : yet to be determined : Halliburton to give for free, wee~~
Baby carrier : Baby Bjourn : yet to be surveyed.
Newborn wardrobe : John Little : Price unknown(present from mama, again.hihi) - DONE

Mummy wishlist :

Electric/manual breast pump : Philips Avent Uno IQ : RM500 (normal price is around RM700) - DONE
Bengkung : either Bengkung Moden (RM 200+) or Bengkung Ikat Nona Roguy (RM55 only, but difficult to tie up): www.bengkungmoden.com.my
Postpartum set : most likely will take Nona Roguy set bersalin : RM240 for basic set : www.nr4u.com.my
nursing pillow?
nursing bra : Modern Mum

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Cover the tracks

2009-06-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

Men have their own ways of NOT getting into trouble.
Some men who have definite control of themselves stand on their feet with having no doubt at all of getting into trouble (ie prevent rather than be killed). Some, are not reliable to what they actually believe in (ie cakap tak serupa bikin, janji manis). Some, (hoping that they would and could change), try so hard of FINDING the trouble, not to mention getting INTO it and covering all tracks that could lead to being caught - by whom? of course by their spouses/partners.
Little that they know, women can ALWAYS sense the dirt. And when I say always, knowing it when it's too late is considered in the ALWAYS statistics. But still, sometimes women just know, even without any confessions by the men - though I've never got this, but some men are not that heartless to their partners; the guilt and the need of letting their loved ones know the truth are still there. God has given them the power of wisdom, but they probably have forgotten the gift of instincts to the women.
Did you know that the stronger the relationship is, the stronger feelings/instincts that women can get?
This explains the mother instincts that our mothers have.

What I'm about to share with you is "some men" 's ways of covering the tracks from their partners/spouses.
a) always, ALWAYS delete received/sent messages to the other women. they even empty the DELETE folder - never fail this or be caught
b) get another phone and PREPAID line, and ALWAYS keep the dirty phone away from home. In most cases, they keep it at their office.
c) delete DIALED/RECEIVED call log
d) they use their OFFICE phone to call the other women.
e) this is interesting. they CHANGE the saved number to some other undoubtful names like office hq, male name, keep it creative.
f) they CHANGE the password of their emails. Nevertheless, they would still repeat subject a) on their mailbox.
g) they use work email and archive the dirty emails into one folder which has undoubtful names like a project name etc. they are so creative, kan?
h) they don't use msn or ym or gtalk. they are clever enough to know that those are traceable. so again, they use office network chatting software, like Microsoft Communicator for example. - this would only be based on colleague affairs.
i) stay back at the office, probably just to do the calling/chatting/emailing some more - tak puas kot, rindu kan?. even worse, head back to other supposedly forbidden places but giving false excuses to the partners/spouses.
j) going outstation. some even purposely set up a meeting out of town, to hook up and sleep with the other women.
k) buy new phone and new number for the other women, so that it'd be different in phone bills.
l) oh, famous one. NEVER share the phone bill with call logs with their partners/spouses
m) oh, this one is famous too. "have to settle some stuff at this office today" - on a weekend. hah!

The list goes on...based on their creativity. Of course there are more, but a) to m) are combination of stories from guys themselves and from my acknowledgement - don't ask how i get it,mkay.
i) and j) are the worse thing that could happen. Nevertheless, nothing beats kawin senyap but that's a different story.
The point of this sharing is not for the men to take note of precaution steps, but for the women to be careful.
TO those who are married, TRY to trust your spouse-just not entirely, but never trust other ladies around him.
TO those who are yet to be married, you better try NOT to trust both sides.
TO the other women, please go away!
TO unfaithful subjects, do you realize how cruel you are to the ones who love you.

The statistics of cheating spouses is high.
You've been warned, so be wiser.

I guess in this case, experience beats education.

Disclaimer : my entry has nothing to do with anyone I know. (ye ke? haha) And, flirt is considered as cheating as well.

L0L

2009-06-18T10:41:00.002+08:00

This is from another person's theory

"If you can't compliment the face, compliment the clothes they're wearing"

and another version of this, by another random guy,

"I just complimented her shirt and short, just because I was avoiding of saying stupid things of her face" (yes, exactly. simple yet elegance my ass!)

And I thought men are super honest when it comes to this. Men are supposed to be the reliable ones, whenever you need them to comment on how us women look.

oh well, everybody's a hypocrite, and that's final.

2009-04-24T21:33:00.001+08:00

I feel like something is trying to bite my head off.

the birthday brunch

2009-04-20T21:47:00.003+08:00

My friends are all goofy.
Including yours truly.

I hope my husband loves me because of my abnormality.

Happy birthday lin.

astraddle

2009-04-01T23:27:00.002+08:00

If you visit this site, the author would be me as well.
It's supposed to be husband and wife blogsite, but I can foresee that the only person that would contribute at least 90% of the content would be me.

Should I just settle for only one site instead of keeping this one?

Can I just keep both?

Damn, I hate indecisive people, yet I am one right now.

please wait for updates

2009-03-30T16:01:00.000+08:00

Believe you me, I have a lot to talk about.
Including about the newly purchased camera upgrade (..and you thought I was going to mention about my wedding, hihi)

Tunggu sebentar ya bapak-bapak, ibuk-ibuk.

sad, but that's life so just suck it.

2009-01-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

I remembered asking a few guys during my college years this particular question.

"Korang prefer girls with beautiful face but average/chubby body or girls with hot body but ugly?"

4 out of the 5 guys preferred girls with good looking face.
The other guy was too busy staring at some hot chick's breast, so that's self explanatory.
One guy said this, "There's no point of ending up with someone ugly if you need to wake up every morning and see 'that' face. Nak masuk tidur pon, gile potong stim!"
The other guy said, "If the ugly woman ade bf, I'm sure that's just pity love."
I only have 3 words for them, shallow and sad.

I've totally forgotten to put this issue up in this blog but this same question arose recently, and of course it was directed to my fiance (aka future husband, can't wait!).

Ironically, his answer was very similar to the sticker I've had long ago which says,
"I'm fat, you're ugly but I can diet"
but of course he didn't exactly said that. He replied,
"Ugly girls are just plain ugly no matter how thin or flat her tummy is or how good she dresses up. Hopefully they have good personality or good heart. Nak buat ape body cun tapi muka tak lawa. At least pompuan lawa can exercise or diet, terus nampak cun."
And there was an additional 'gedik' giggle - yeah, got your point sayang. :)

So the lesson behind my 'sakit hati' short story is,
if you're ugly, go get yourself some plastic surgeries on your face or go get braces if your set of teeth are everywhere or just grow old with your cats because men are plain shallow and there's nothing we can do about it.

I think I need to book an appointment at beauty spa.
Haha.

To aly's wedding reception

2008-12-27T19:46:00.001+08:00

To aly's wedding reception

Trust issues

2008-12-23T16:11:00.001+08:00

Every morning, the moment I wake up, I'd feel grateful and thankful to Him for making us stay in love with each other.

Everyday, we would call each other up just to remind each other how wonderful it is we're together.

Every night, we would exchange promises to love and live together forever, to grow old together.

I thought time could heal the damage. Probably it really could but I just need to be patient.

Nevertheless, trust has always been the main issue of our arguments.

His trust towards me, and vice versa.

Yes, you may wonder why wouldn't he trust me entirely, even though the past was never my fault.

You may also wonder, why my trust in him has yet to be improved, despite the fact that he chose to be with me rather than that sick woman.(siti k keeps track of my blog. Her IP is everywhere, despite her promise not to read. Little did she know that IP addresses don't lie)

But then again, tell me, do you think I should trust him?

Do you believe that when a person cheats, he/she would cheat again?

I grew up, knowing that people change, and human learns from mistakes that they make in their life.

Is that just a myth?

Is it wrong to be so insecure?

Maybe I should start trusting him as we're getting married soon.

Maybe I should trust him, but not her.

Is this a point of no return?

the preparation

2008-12-16T19:29:00.000+08:00

dfdsfSomeone e-mailed me today and the ending of the email was, "Have fun with the rest of the preparations and I look forward to hearing from you soon. ".

Well, to be honest, the idea of planning has got me into really enthusiastic mood but when I've really started to sit and jot down the details for my small wedding, my head started to feel a little dizzy as the pressure keeps coming and banging in my head. Combining my ideas and my mom's expectations have been really tensed these days but I'm glad that we've already came up with ideas that both of us agreed upon.
Or at least, I thought I was glad.

Today, I used the free wedding planning checklist, provided by www.weddingsmalaysia.com. It's a very simple checklist where you just need to fill up the details for every item ie wedding cake, venue etc. While I was going through the list, filling up each detail, I came across this item where it says, "Select photographer/videographer" and "Complete guest list and compile addresses", which should be done 4 freaking months before wedding date, I got panicked.

I got really panicked because I thought all the preparations are in place already. But NO! No photo/videographer has been reserved for my wedding yet. Since my wedding will take place during school holiday, the booking is going to be tougher as most good photographers would be fully booked on those days. As of today, I have approached a few photographers that I fond of and I'm still waiting for their responses. All fingers crossed and I hope one or two of them would be available for me.

As for the guest list part, oh that's another bummer. My reception is going to be a seated dinner reception so it's hard for me to list all down- this should include my relatives, my parents' friends, my friends (from bangkok, mindef, Australia, South Africa, tkc-of course!, utp), my colleagues both kerteh and klcc, his friends and his colleagues. Turned out that my dad only gave me 100 cards to give out (which would only come down to 200 guests of my own) and my head has started to feel dizzy again as I have to corner down my invitation list. Believe me, doing this pulls me down because there's no fun in it.

I wish I have that extra money to organize another reception dinner just for my guests. I wish for a bigger wedding etc etc. Oh well, that's just another wish of a penniless girl like me. I'd be more 'pokai' after paying for my photographer(s) and videographer. Heck, I even haven't paid for the invitation cards (yes, I have to pay for most of the things, boohoo).

And don't get me started on talking about live bands and emcee, 'cause I haven't thought about it yet. @#$%$@#!!!

Tagged by sarr!

2008-12-12T12:28:00.000+08:00

Tagged by sarr!

2008-12-08T20:15:00.001+08:00

Taken from mr khairil faiz's phone.

Introducing, jackie, miss grumpy cat.

2008-12-07T23:33:00.002+08:00

Introducing, jackie, miss grumpy cat.
Yes, the face is hideous.

But Siti K Othman is even uglier than my moody cat

that little anger voice in my head..

2008-12-04T15:31:00.001+08:00

"Kau ya ompuan kenjet!

Dahla bujat, kenja gik ya

Pa nama ta kau ya!"

p.s : Some people have no idea who I am and what I'm capable of doing. I wonder who's driving that Black Honda City..

"Nama je macam isteri Rasul, tapi perangai macam setan."

similarity

2008-11-23T11:12:00.003+08:00

"Kita sayang sangat kat dia. Awak tau tak, perasaan dia. Bila kita jumpa orang tu, lepas tu kita terus tau yang dialah teman hidup kita." - Sh. Amani dlm Cinta

And this is how I actually felt when we started to go out.

*Exactly 110 days to go.

credits to rocket

2008-11-02T19:35:00.004+08:00

I love the way she talks about what type of girls that she despises in this particular entry. It surely did open up my eye and made me thought the same way.
But, I'm pretty sure that she missed some annoying points as well.

For instance, maybe another type of girl didn't cheat on anybody.
BUT, she's being the other woman.

How could anyone want to end up being the OTHER woman. Despite that she knows the guy is already taken but she is VERY determined to so-called follow what her heart says, and went on with the idea of having an affair with the guy. In some cases, she would use the "best-friendship" token or "down the lane memories" token to attact these guys.

The guy, on the other hand, is helpless. Any random guy would be helpless if they were able to get their hands on "free fish". (Guys, imagine unsecured boobs, you would want to just grab them, don't you?)

These guys wouldn't just give up their "free fish" without even "tasting" them. And, in the end, the girl's heart would be broken up into two, she would feel like sharing her unlucky turn-out with her family or friends, but then again, she just remembered that EVERYONE is judgmental no matter how deniable they are to that. And so she end up crying alone in her room and hoping for a miracle to happen. (Sorry to hurt you dear, but no miracle is gonna happen.)

It's pretty obvious and it's a freaking common sense that no one would just leave their loved ones for the "free fish". Guys are being guys, it's their nature.
"siti khadijah othman is one example"

And don't blame the sweet gestures/words cos words from their mouth are merely just words.
Yeah, she might think there could be an action to project the words, but she guessed it wrong.
Haven't she heard the term "hit and run"? Or maybe, "touch and go" in Malaysia?

In most cases, this type of girls would end up losing her pride and dignity to nothing. The strong ones might put up some fight with the partners (girlfriend, fiancee, wife etc), but they will always end up as sore losers.

I just hope they would learn something from it.

Sorry readers if you think I was being too provocative.
But at least, I'm honest.
Enough said.

"Why did you choose me, and not her?"

2008-10-26T15:34:00.002+08:00

"..because you're the one I want, the only one, always have been that way. Never her. Never thought of building a future with her. She's just one big mistake, and that's all she'll ever be. And I want to marry you, to have babies with you, build a family with you, grow old together with you. Just you."

and Alhamdulillah,
we're now officially engaged.

but pictures will have to wait.
I seem to have some trouble finding the camera cable.

Ngegeh, gambong

2008-10-22T21:33:00.001+08:00

Hm, reminds me of someone. Hoh.

Thanks to my sarawakian friends for teaching me their language. Need
to learn more. It's quite interesting, really.

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I'm not Maizura

2008-10-20T11:44:00.005+08:00

I'm Emma.
And I'm stronger.

I don't have to use charm or body to get him.
I don't have to seduce him to get him.
I don't need a room to offer, to get him.
I don't need bad temper or threats to control him.

I already have his heart.
Cos I offer pure and sincere love.
and have blessings from the above.
Thank you, Allah almighty.

Nothing else.

and I've won the battle.

I'm just waiting for the rainbow that keeps peeking out to appear behind that dark clouds.
I need strength, courage and time for the rainbow to come out.
I know it will come out someday.
I just know it.

Patience is all I need.

miracle, strength and assurance

2008-10-19T10:58:00.004+08:00

I need all three.
To ease the pain that I'm having.

It's unbearable.
But life must go on.

I need to be strong.
I have to try to forget the past.
But I need help.
Because obviously I can't get through this alone.

you.
you know who you are.
I'm sorry for all the accusations that I've made.
But a part of it, it's also because of your doings for all the heartaches.
A change would do you good.
Because things will haunt you, or will hurt you back if you just let it be.
I'm not sure why I still want to give you advice or "jaga hati" you,
despite that you're the other woman.
But what had happened made a big change in my life.
In his life.
And ours.
It feels eeky and uncomfortable when you know you've once "shared" a guy for couple of weeks.
Especially with you.

During that time, I didn't know.
But you knew.
And you just let it be.
Think about that.
Think of karma.
And remember, what goes around, comes around.
Just take good care of yourself.

I can't reply to your emails.
After yesterday, I'm not allowed to.
Because we've decided to start everything again.
We need a fresh start.
To heal and to forget what had happened
it is his biggest regret to have let it happen
and I need to learn to accept him back,
and it's not easy
but I'm going to try until I succeed, no matter what.

Thank you for telling the truth.
I needed that.

and thank you for making him realize that I'm the only one that he wants to grow old with, forever.
for making him realize that he has done the biggest mistake ever.
for making him realize that he has hurt the person he loved most.
for making him realize that he had never loved anyone like he loves me.
Thank you.

But at the same time,
I feel sorry for you.
I'm sorry that he made you feel bad.
and worse,
that he took away your dignity from you.
On behalf of him, I'm sorry.
He's only human. and he's a guy.
again, sorry.

this is the only way I could communicate with you.
sorry, yet again.

the anticipation

2008-10-18T15:45:00.000+08:00

Hang on tight..just another 7 days to go!
Nervous, anxious, excited...wait, erase that. Super excited!

the discreet event

2008-10-13T22:19:00.006+08:00

Many things have happened in my life.
Heartbroken, yet to heal..
Met with Mr.Happiness, but just for a few moments,
I would usually bump into Mr.Sadness afterward,
and then, self-boosting moments for a while until I get back on my feet..
Mr. Happiness,
Mr Sadness..
it goes on.
I wish Mr. Happiness would stick with me for a little longer.

A supposedly good thing/event is about to take place next weekend,
but I was advised to be as 'discreet' as possible, for an unknown reason.
The supposedly good thing that I should be happy about, turn into something that I feel unsatisfied.
Unsatisfied because I couldn't share the joy of changing the status.
Nevertheless,
I abide to it.
As usual.

I abide to any rules given to me.
I try my very best fulfill every requirements needed to make others happy.

But who is going to fulfill my wishes, my dreams.
Who?
Who is going to please me after everyone has gotten what they've asked for?
Again, who?

Syawal Menjelma

2008-09-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

Saya, Emma Noor Aireen aka manoq
dan sekeluarga ingin mengucapkan

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

a message

2008-09-25T11:50:00.005+08:00

hello you.
I know you'll be reading this.

HE has specifically instructed you to stop all this.
The emails filled with your fairytale stories.
Filled with your daydreams of being with him.

You've stopped, finally!
But this is so unexpected.
You read my blog.

Now, since I'm respecting your request.
And, I also thought that I might have gone too far,
I have removed your pictures.

I have a request to ask from you as well.
TAK PAYAH nak sibuk baca blog orang.
Especially kalau dah buat salah tu,
dah menipu,
ade intention nak rampas bf orang,
pandai-pandaila malu.
You didn't even apologize, to neither of us.
So, Stop it!
Let us live in peace!

YOU have made me turn into someone that I hate.
YOU have caused all this chaos and problems.
YOU should realize that you've becomed a person that nobody would like.

and YOU, have made it clear enough for faiz,
that having you back in his life (as so called friends) is the biggest mistake that he has ever done.
Thank you for that.

and now, let us have our peaceful life, filled with happiness, and without your existence.
Please.
Let us live our lives and could you please live yours as well.
Move on.

Selamat hari raya
and from the bottom of my heart,
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
Just put the past behind us.

I will delete this entry as soon as you've read this.
Just let me know.

the bitch

2008-09-24T12:55:00.011+08:00

I know it’s kind of mean to post about her here, but this is my blog and I think I have the right to do anything, am I right or am I right? Firstly, I would like to introduce you to the famous bitch that has been causing all the heart aches these past few days. "siti k othman"

Yes, she may be thin. I might be fat now but I can diet. But her looks is self explanatory. Here’s another photo of her.
And another one.

(I had to remove the pictures. turn out that she read this entry and "ngadu" to MY bf about this entry. tak malu. dah buat hal, buat perangai, menipu, pandai-pandaila handle)

These are actually the best photos I could get.
I wish I could show you the real her, but that would be too mean, kan?
Now, I’m going to attach the hurtful things/lies that she said to me. Enjoy reading all the nonsense.

LIAR QUOTE no.1 :
“so he said all those nice things to you. but said some other nice things to me as well?he said he cannot compare loving you to loving me because when we were together, his heart was 100% for me. but now, with you that is not the case because i am in the picture too.he said that if he was not tied down and if he had a choice, he would choose me over you.he said he wish he would be the guy for the murphy job so he can go to miri and we can spend all the time we have together.i know him so well, i've known him like forever. he wouldn't say all those nice things, spends time with me, sees me, walks me, talks to me regularly...if he just wanted to have fun. he meant all those things he said.”

LIAR QUOTE no.2:
“he came back into my life, kisses me the way he used to, touches me the way he used to, holds me in his arms the way he used to and spends nights with me. how can i not have feelings for him anymore? how can one be so intimate without having any feelings? he is not the kind of guy who goes around doing that kind of thing to any girl. it involves feelings, emotions. so how can i not ask him whether i had a chance or not? tell me, how can i not?”

For your information, I’ve confronted him with all this and he denied. He straightaway went to give her a call and asked her to stop the nonsense she’s trying to convey. He “broke up” with her, a relationship that never exist ended right away.

I’m glad things are resolving bit by bit.
And to whom it may concern, thanks to you, our love is even stronger than ever.
"siti k othman is a true typical bitch" " siti k othman" "halliburton miri" "cps"

the case of the ex

2008-09-18T20:59:00.004+08:00

I never expected that it's actually hard to tackle the "ex-girlfriend" issue, until it happened to me recently, which explains the emotional entry I've written previously.

To those who asked me why - thank you for being such a wonderful friend.

SO, the question is, how do you really tackle this situation.
You already know that she still have hearts on your boyfriend, (husband-to-be). AND, for some reason, he did the initiation, which I'm not sure why but he had apologized to me so I won't talk about his part anymore.

It's just that, I've asked her to leave us in peace and she knows that we're getting married early next year, so why bother? Why do you have to keep trying?
She even tried to manipulate me into believing that he would choose her over me.
Well, thank God that I still have faith in him. AND he said he even told her that there's never going to be any chance that he'll be with her. (auww, I love you sayang)

The sickest thing is, she still checks his email every now and then. She just couldn't let him go, eventhough she said that we're never going to hear from her again.

"yeah, right", I thought.
I could still see her IP address through his email activity log, thanks to my intelligent IT knowledge.

I've actually send her an email, asking her to stop snooping around his email and read all the private emails between me and him.
But, guess what. She just checked his email around 2 hours ago.

So, up until now, this issue is still ongoing and I don't know what to do anymore. She wouldn't just back off. Look, I'm impressed with her, not giving up and all but please. I don't think she wants to be the "other" person, does she?

Now, I feel kind of insecure.
Does anyone know how to secure your future when it comes to this kind of problem?

sedih sangat..

2008-09-15T11:15:00.000+08:00

Sedih

I’m tired of crying,

But I could still feel that huge amount of sadness.

Nothing could cheer me up.

Nothing.

Except him.

Can I trust him?

I’ve lost hope in everything.

Particularly, in love.

Thank you for making my life miserable.

…

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to whom it may concern

2008-09-12T13:36:00.005+08:00

Click on the picture to view.

the unknown fact - malaysia's social contract

2008-09-10T23:00:00.001+08:00

Click HERE to find out.

Nokia E71

2008-09-06T12:11:00.001+08:00

Hi emma aka manookie,

I was browsing the Nokia website and thought you might be interested in the Nokia E71.

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the missing part

2008-09-06T02:51:00.006+08:00

He has been away for 3 days now.

I know it has only been 3 days, but I've started to miss him already.

Dear God,
Please look after for him.
Please bring him back in one good piece.
and soon.

Dear mother nature,
Please halt all tornadoes and such.
Please calm the sea to assist his job.
Please bring back my sunshine to me.

Sigh.

SAW CHOO BOON: Petronas one of the new 'Seven Sisters'

2008-09-03T16:23:00.001+08:00

Hi,

Your friend, Erin has sent you this article from NST Online.
Click the following to access the link:

Full Story: http://www.nst.com.my/Current_News/NST/Sunday/Columns/2336229/Article/index_html

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the wrong thoughts

2008-08-26T19:12:00.004+08:00

He thought I was his punching bag..
..but I'm not

He thought I was his trophy girlfriend..
..but I'm not

He thought I was his toy doll..
..but I'm not

because I'm not a thing.
I'm a person.

Please treat me like I'm human.

the blues

2008-07-21T21:17:00.002+08:00

Alone, at my new home.
Sleeping on mattresses but no bed.
No roommate.
Unfriendly neighbourhood.
Hungry.
It's raining outside.
Sick.
Homesick.

I despise kerteh.

the heartbreaker

2008-04-14T16:15:00.000+08:00

I know I shouldn't check it.
But the sixth sense doesn't seem to agree with it.
People say that the truth hurts sometimes,
and it definitely did a great job.

I gave you my all,
my trust,
sincerity,
everything.

Congratulations,
here's your medal for being the world's famous heartbreaker.

the tickled pink

2008-03-04T23:39:00.003+08:00

Nothing else matters now.
It feels so right.
It feels like I've known him for years.
The more I know of his imperfections,
the more I feel we're meant for each other.
Help me, I've been tickled pink.

I said,
nothing else matters now.
So beat it.

The one (the only one)who has been so loyal to me

2008-02-29T00:52:00.004+08:00

Remember her? : Jacqueline Fishcer

Is everything going to be alright like we imagined it would?

2008-02-22T12:53:00.003+08:00

I've been in love.
I've been out of love.
But now I'm just tired and unsure of everything.
People keep telling me that it's going to be alright...
but I know that's one big white lie.

I can still feel the pain of that 5 years,
which I think I won't be able to erase the memories, ever.

the job

2007-09-23T05:01:00.000+08:00

It's official.
Job title : Maintenance Engineer
Company : PETRONAS Carigali Sdn Bhd
Location : frigging KERTEH
Report Date : 1st Oct

p/s: tagging will have to wait then

the school

2007-09-18T05:15:00.000+08:00

I forgot this year is supposed to be TKC's 60th birthday. For that, I have embedded some of the videos I found from Youtube. Enjoy.

60th anniversary celebration

Band Competition 2000

oh, did I mention it also means 10 years of friendship?
(Why am I being so sentimental right now? Probably it is now 530 in the morning?)

the annoying thing

2007-09-15T02:42:00.000+08:00

When you post pictures of goodies and stuff that aren't yours, copied from who the hell knows and linked it to your blog, that does not make you a shopaholic. It's freaking annoying to read someone's 'About Myself' column and sees that "shopaholic" status in it. If you can't afford to buy those branded and expensive stuff, or don't have the confidence to AT LEAST window shop at KLCC or STARHILL, just drop the oh-so-glamorous act. Yes, you! When people show their teeth (smile, grin, or even a shrug perhaps, whatever) at you, that does not mean they like/adore you. They might be laughing at you since you're the laughing stock in the internet.

And telling people you asked papa for this handbag and that watch, sigh, that's another annoying thing to talk about.

The funny thing is, I'm not talking about ONE particular person. I'm a bit shocked that there are more people like her out there. Yes, they should be categorized, but definitely not as shopaholics, please!

I'm not being a sexist now, but of course they're females. Duh!

the note to mama

2007-09-11T04:00:00.000+08:00

Dear mama,

Can I just be married to someone who's handsome and rich if it turns out that I have no luck in finding a job?

*giggles

the man of my dream

2007-09-08T01:57:00.000+08:00

Adrien Brody - I just want to do him soooooo effing bad!

Enjoy the ad.

the perfect picture

2007-09-02T01:53:00.000+08:00

*sighs...

:-) !

the people that I care

2007-08-19T14:47:00.000+08:00

www.flickr.com

the talk of the town

2007-08-05T14:54:00.000+08:00

Ning's akad nikah : August, 4th 2007

www.flickr.com

Screenshots: iPhone

2007-07-09T20:30:00.000+08:00

Screenshots: iPhone

the trip to states

2007-07-05T12:11:00.000+08:00

I would like to give credits to rocket for the map above. Found it in your facebook profile. I wanted to talk about something that crossed my mind (me and my opinions) but I think I owe some story of my holiday to you so happy reading.

Anyways, I just got back from states. Summer (as if) holiday with parents. My actual plan was to hang out at my aunt's apartment back in London for a few months but then my mum was begging me to follow them to New York because she had no one to shop with. She said dad was unreliable in shopping (but thanks dad for the $$), :)! And so Ive agreed on joining them to states instead. We spent 5 days in NYC on our own, free and easy. The rest of the trip was a tour all over east coast with 98% chineses from Asia. You know, Ive never had anything against the chinese before this, but that tour just absolutely changed my perception towards them. Before this I was very comfortable with the chinese. Heck, I used to have a chinese bestfriend. (hello Loon Jia Yin). But during the tour, I kept on cursing them every minute or so (in my own language of course). Most of them are noisy as hell, especially the spoil brat kids (damn you and your irritating voice), the old ones, even the ones who walked on canes were annoying. They aren't gadgets savvy but once they were listening to their chinese opera songs on mp3 player, they were singing out loud. It was funny at first, and then it turned out to be so annoying. Believe it or not, I sat at the back of the bus. But the old lady in the front was singing so loud, it woke me up from a nap. Damn, I really wish I could demonstrate how she sing, just to give you the taste of bitterness in your bloody mind.

Back to the tour thing. So the tour starts from the city tour of New York. Covered Empire State building, Rockefeller center, Times Square, Ellis Island (statue of liberty), and several museums. Next was Philadelphia, we went to Independence Hall, U.S Mint and Liberty Bell. After that we went to Washington DC, covering the white house (of course), U.S Capitol (Parliament), Lincoln Memorial, GW Memorial, Vietnam war memorial, and other several memorials of America's most important people. The destination after Washington DC was the best part of all, Niagara Falls. Ive been and seen the Victoria falls in Africa, now it's time for the second greatest fall. I was so amazed by its beauty, I gawked with an open mouth for the whole 15 minutes. We get to see the fall up close by a boat called the maid of the mist and it was fcuking amazing. There were rainbows everywhere! We stayed at Niagara falls until 9pm to see the night view of the fall. Sigh, I just couldn't find the right word to describe the beauty of it because none of the words deserved to be used. Following the tour, we went to Boston. The tour guide kept saying "Harber, Harber", and so I thought we were going to visit the Boston harbour. But guess what, the "Harber" that he was referring to was HARVARD. Dude, how come u passed the tour guide exam. He has the worst english pronunciation that Ive ever heard. Come on, there were some people who couldn't understand Mandarin at all, there were some Filipinos, Columbians (sizzling hot!) and Malaysian (us!) but he went babbling in Mandarin the whole time. Ok, after visiting Harvard, we went to visit MIT and end the day with Lobster dinner. God, the lobsters were succulent as ever and I've never tasted lobster so sweet before. It was humongous and I ate 2! I cherished every moment and every bite I took of that lobster, I don't think I will ever forget the sweet fresh taste of it. Oh, I guess I've covered the 5-day tour in one short paragraph haven't I? Heh. And I don't think I want to tell you about the shopping that we did because that would be a very, I mean very longggg entry.

I'll be back with my confusing opinions later okay.

Oh, the chinese that I've mentioned above was from China. So no offence to the other chinese okay.
*shows a peace sign

the truth

2007-06-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

the truth - blogging improves our english

But direct translations from malay to english just WON'T work.

You may take a minute or two to think about it.

the major headache

2007-05-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

May I present to you, my exam timetable.

no, I won't be able to fly like a free bird on 29th May. I have final year project presentation on the 5th.

Need..antidote....dying here.

the wasted time

2007-05-11T20:18:00.000+08:00

I have my last 5 subjects to be focused on, but instead of studying them, I've wasted time on ps. I've been practising photo editing since I got my hands on this BIG capacity computer. My laptop wasn't able to provide enough RAM for ps2 AND winamp simultaneously (boohoo, you old lappy!). So since someone is kind enough to lend me this super computer, I have installed a few softwares just for fun-photo-editing.

the album pages

2007-05-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

the big event

2007-04-14T17:26:00.000+08:00

Mind you, this is the picture of the whole CnP committee of OGS 2007. (But islam, where were you when this picture was taken?!) It was kind of fortunate for the opening ceremony and closing ceremony had only some minor flaws that have been seen by the HICOM. I was in charged of the opening ceremony. Everything went well. as planned. But I mistakenly asked the MC to announce that the gimmick that we put on, was the replica of "grand first lady" instead of the real name which was "grand OLD lady". What was I thinking, seriously! The first lady is always the wife of our leader, not a oil well for sure! But since there's nothing that I can undo now, it's not worth of thinking of it all over again right?

For the closing, yepp, everything also went as planned, thank you God. Just that the MC didn't realize he was announcing the wrong title for the wrong person. But when Dr Anwar went up to the rostrum, he corrected it for the MC. thank you for being so kind sir! oh yeah, nice kopiah! hehe!

As for the dinner, well, there were some problems occurred during that dinner event which was held at the not so famous Casuarina Hotel Ipoh. The doa reciter arrived late and the recitation was skipped, the speeches was with the reciter, so the one who was going to give a speech was quite clueless of what to say (even when we already warn you about that speech), there was not enough seats for some of the sponsors, which indeed not our fault because it's not under CnP (stands for Ceremony and Protocol by the way), the project director only ate 3 prawns and 2 mushrooms (heh, not related to the problems, but just thought of telling you this)... and so for all these so called our mistakes have been done, a special post-mortem meeting was held right after the event with all the committee, and yeah you guessed it right dude, the CnP got smashed like tomatoes!! however, since not all the flaw of the event were our 'honest' mistakes, some of us took our stand and smash the words back to the HICOM. It was pretty tense I tell you. There were even some people yelling at each other and what not. And I was pretty excited to stand in the middle because Ive never seen such committee having a meeting like this before. LOL! But all end well and we're back as friends again. Just that for those that was involved, don't you ever think that this unfortunate event was not going to be remembered.

*giggles.

Funny. As I was typing the story, I can hear some cats running and keep making these noises, you know, when the male wants it and the female rejects the male. hm, how to describe it? well it's definitely not a purr or a meow, that's for sure. LOL!

The good thing about joining the line-ups of team, organizing events that you get to meet other people. Well, not just meet them but also know them. They show you some qualities that you don't even it existed in those people. Of course, most of them are negatives but hey, that's human right. And what I can conclude to you is that, no matter how nerdy or geeky a person looks, there's always the bad ugly side of him. and sometimes it is better not to realize it because once you realize the bad side, it's going to hard to deal with.

Oh, some were quite friendly with me, even if we just know each other this semester. While we were working, it felt like Ive known some of them for ages. We were so comfortable with each other, heck we even played around while rehearsing. Some were handsome (sorry love but you're not the only one,heh), some pretty. and Mojdeh, you look exotic, your eyes are absolute beaut! Yuna - she has the most amazing mole I have ever seen. Shiou Ting - your hands are so delicate and so fragile. I was so afraid that anything could easily break it as it was soooo small and soft. (am I being so freaky here..haha). Islam - it'll only cost you rm15 at most, to cut your hair. Aly - you're super duper nice...and nice(:P). Harith and Tajul - you're the nicest bully, LOL. Amir - the kind driver and koala man (?). Pui - the most creative guy..and perhaps in the world? heh. Stellar - I'm not sure where you come from, but you're super nice and friendly and helpful. Suhaila and Hanis - we're not that close but I bet you guys are super cool.

Nadia, Sarr and Me - the super coolest of all. LOL!

Sigh, wouldn't it be nice if I were to join this thing earlier...

The Interview

2007-03-24T10:13:00.000+08:00

The career woman

The picture above has nothing to do with what I'm about to tell you. Heh.

Yesterday was PETRONAS structured interview day for me and everything went well, thank you God for granting my wish. The interviewer that I got was so nice and friendly, we had a few laughs after the serious-muke-ketat session. It turned out that his wife is an ex-tkcian as well. Thus, tkc-charm was used to relate with each other. LOL. And then there was a time where he asked me about my ability to speak and write in french. He even tested me on a few phrases but I nailed it, don't worry. Heh. And so he said, "I think french is good to learn because to me, french is...". He paused, thinking of the right word to say. But then, I blurted out, "Sexy?". LOL~!!talking about spontaneous flirt ha? I know I shouldn't have said that but it was all pure innocent spontaneous mistake. And what I did afterwards was apologizing to him, and explained that I was just trying to make things comfortable for us, so I was just being funny. Do you think he'd dig that? Oh well, now everything is settled. All I have to do is pray hard, because I'm really looking forward to work for Petronas. That's the only company that would hire a dumb ass like me, don't you think? heh.

the sexy voice

2007-02-21T09:43:00.000+08:00

I've been coughing since last night; thanks to the triple dose of milo flavoured"aiskrim malaysia", courtesy of triple-g.co business venture. (to UTPians, the ice cream is available for only 40 cents per stick, you'll get 3 sticks for RM1.00. join #triple-g to order.)

And today, I've been rewarded with a very breathy, sexy and husky voice. Congratulations manookie for spoiling yourself with iced drinks and crushing ice cubes.

Anyways, thought of showing some of the pictures taken during the 4 day trip to pangkor with the whole family. here they are :ezrie, oli and me

auntymah and amir fawas

kiki and ezrie

the kids

zeid azraai singing

me and ezrie

my brother and family

me and ezmie

hezlin qistina (kiki)

the creative lady

2007-02-15T09:20:00.000+08:00

another post for today, forced by wawa. :p

the widest smile

2007-02-15T03:15:00.000+08:00

thank you so much dear, for the big surprise, roses and choc...and for making me smile all day long~

and i wish u were here with me too.

People, have a happy

Fusion of Confusion

Day 3 - A picture of you and your friends

second baby

Oh, camera, pose kejap.

My three (tiga) messages on The Royal Wedding

I Feel Pretty

my very own fresh 5-min look

makeup

Day 2

first monarch entry

Day 1

The 30 Days Challenge

Katakan Tanak

My dream vacation

between the two

OMG facts

So Unfortunate of me

Chilli, at gtower.

this is my 1st time blogging from office PC

9 months fareeha

Lu pikirla sendiri

Hello new reader

Dead End

uu?

One of the small islands near Pulau Banggi

good friends

Housewife hit with hammer

MYPR mode

Do you and Why

news clipping : gila?

Preparation for baby

Look at this strip at stripgenerator.com!

Cover the tracks

L0L

the birthday brunch

astraddle

please wait for updates

sad, but that's life so just suck it.

To aly's wedding reception

Trust issues

the preparation

Tagged by sarr!

Introducing, jackie, miss grumpy cat.

that little anger voice in my head..

similarity

credits to rocket

"Why did you choose me, and not her?"

More pictures and stories, soon.

Ngegeh, gambong

I'm not Maizura

miracle, strength and assurance

the anticipation

the discreet event

Syawal Menjelma

a message

the bitch

the case of the ex

sedih sangat..

to whom it may concern

the unknown fact - malaysia's social contract

Nokia E71

the missing part

SAW CHOO BOON: Petronas one of the new 'Seven Sisters'

the wrong thoughts

the blues

the heartbreaker

the tickled pink

The one (the only one)who has been so loyal to me

Is everything going to be alright like we imagined it would?

the job

the school

the annoying thing

the note to mama

the man of my dream

the perfect picture

the people that I care

the talk of the town

Screenshots: iPhone

the trip to states

the truth